What is this?

It's been 5 months, 1st three months is kinda hell for me. Working while crying, always lookin' somewhere and always absentminded. But after that months I started to enjoy life, downloading some meet up application  just to divert me from everything. I meet several people through chatting, still thankful tho due to what happened in my life, because I've learned what are some new possibilities will happened in my life. Speaking of meet up application that in talking about I actually met someone, but the catch is that person is not honest. But I kinda enjoyed the company like a lot, superb happiness and craziness indeed. Or maybe she's not telling the truth because he/she don't want me to get hurt or whatever, but hey at least now I know the whole truth but I'm not goin to tell it to him/her because I'm still waiting for the time that he/she will be honest with me. It's not bad to meet new people, I do find it adventurous. I kinda like it, I do really enjoy him/her company. But we'll see what happened next. So long.